Hey everyone.
Last Tuesday someone broke into my apartment while I was away. He destroyed my lock with a screwdriver, got in, stole my laptop, my x-box (no not a 360, the old kind you wouldn't even get 20 bucks for), 3 of my cameras and left.
I don't have a job, I dropped out of art school, I don't have a source of income, I spent weeks sending solicitation letters, trying to get a job, yet some fuck robs me.
I still feel really shitty and paranoid. My home doesn't feel like a home anymore but like a house of cards that can collapse any minute. Sometimes I feel like everything is okay, and I try to laugh at the situation, but sometimes I slip back into paranoia again. I feel like I can't trust the people walking in the street, I turn my head after every little noise, and every time a loud vehicle (like a motorcycle) passes my house it sounds like someone is drilling through the walls.
I just thought I'd share that with you all.
Peace.
TheMAM
Your life is a big f*ck. Yet, you have to hang in there.